Counting Shadows by Olivia Rivers
(Duplicity #1)
Publication date: June 30th 2013
Genres: Fantasy, Young Adult
Synopsis:
Two hearts, one kiss…
…Nothing left.
Faye’s soul-mate is everything she should hate—an Angel, an outcast, an enemy. Ashe is just one more imperfection in her life that somehow makes everything… perfect.
Until he’s murdered.
With the only person she loves ripped away, Faye sets out to avenge Ashe’s death. The task seems impossible, until she finds Lor—an Angel who looks nearly identical to Ashe’s killer. Arrogant and hot-headed, Lor is everything Ashe wasn’t. But Lor is connected to her soul-mate’s past, and Faye needs him to find the killer—even if Lor is potentially deadly.
But when Faye discovers that Ashe’s past isn’t as black and white as she thought, she faces an impossible choice: Give up the hunt, and risk the lives of others. Or continue pursuing Ashe’s murderer, and forfeit the lives of everyone in her family—including herself.
Excerpt
His black eyes settle on mine, the pain in
them a silent accusation. Ashe knows he’s about to die. And he knows I’ve lied
about his Fate.
I can’t feel guilt. I can’t feel anything. There’s only my ragged breaths
and the tears pressing against my eyes. Ashe steps toward me, even though I’m
in the opposite direction of the door. No,
I silently beg him. Run. I don’t
realize I’m shaking my head until he falters.
“Stop,” one of the guards hisses, even
though he already has. “Don’t go near the Lady Faye.”
My heart
pounds wildly. “Just count the beats
when you get scared,” Ashe told me months ago, as he pressed his palm over my
heart. “Remember that I’ll protect you until the day they stop. And don’t be
scared anymore.”
I gasp in air. One, two, three, four…
He walks toward me, his face hard with
determination.
Five,
six, seven…
One of the guards shouts and stabs his
spear forward. At Ashe. My Ashe.
My heart stops.
I scream at the guard, telling him to stop,
to leave, to disappear and never show his face again. But my words are a
jumbled mess, and it’s too late. The spear pierces Ashe’s right wing, drawing
blood. Nausea fills me as the red blood mingles with his crimson feathers. I’ve
always loved his wings. They mark him as an Angel, the one bit of perfection in
my life.
Now those wings are ruined.
Ashe’s eyes never leave me, even as the
guard tears his spear out of the wound. I swallow hard. I’ve never stared into
his eyes for too long, knowing I’d probably lose myself in all the pain and
loneliness in their depths. Now I never want to look away.
“Get moving,” the guard with the bloodied
spear growls. He stabs at Ashe again, but Ashe grabs the shaft of the spear
before it strikes him. He yanks the spear from the guard and snaps it in two.
Ashe allows one of the halves to clatter to the stone floor, but keeps hold of
the sharpened end. His gaze slowly sweeps over the four guards with weapons, a
low growl rumbling in his throat.
“You can’t do this,” I say, finally finding
my voice. “My father would never allow it.”
“Your father ordered this,” snaps the guard without a spear. He braces for an
attack, as do the others.
Then their leader takes a step forward and
pushes out a staying hand. “Wait.”
I recognize this leader as Jolik. He was my
bodyguard for awhile before Ashe became my Guardian. I’m not sure how many
bodyguards I went through—five, six?—but they never lasted long before I
excused them.
Jolik nods to Ashe. “Let him say goodbye.”
The weaponless guard speaks up. “He could
kill her.”
“He won’t,” Jolik says, shaking his head.
Ashe doesn’t wait for Jolik to change his
mind. He drops the broken spear and rushes to me. Cupping my face with one
hand, he uses the other to press me against him. Familiar heat radiates off him
this close. He tilts my chin up and kisses me so gently, I barely feel his lips
against mine. But I can feel the desperation, and as he presses me a little
closer, I know this is a goodbye.
The kiss only lasts a moment. Then the
guards drag him away, and those threatening tears finally spill. I’m not sure
if the tears are angry or anguished. Or maybe just broken.
“You’re right, little sparrowhawk,” Ashe
says over his shoulder. “Everything is
going to be okay. I promise.”
I don’t get to respond. The last guard
exits my chambers and slams the heavy door closed, leaving me truly alone for
the first time in years. I take a shuddering breath, willing the doors to burst
open, for Ashe to come rushing back to me.
They don’t. Silence settles over the room,
screaming the truth:
Nothing will ever be okay.
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